Min's 20th

Phew, i'm so tired of posting posts in my blog now. Next up would be min's 'surprise' birthday partay.

So after leaving pek yiong's place around 11.30 pm, i sort of rushed back to imu, fearing that i may be a lil late. I can't help being late lately. Been arriving late for lectures for the past few days.

Anyway, had to pick megala from vista B first, and by the time megala came down it was already past 12. And oh, while waiting for megala i actually sent a message to min wishing him happy birthday. Yes, i know, 10 minutes early and that kindda gave out a clue. Gr, but my phone's clock's always 10 minutes earlier!

Drove to vista A, and called york xiong when we were on our way up. Shall not explain the other flaws which ruined the surprise, since they weren't my fault :p

Got in the condo, prepared the cake, and tada! All of us were buzzy with anticipation - esp. york. But at point of time, i sort of figured out that min would have already suspected something. Well, never mind.

Someone had to put on a fake surprised look.

Us.

Haih. The blackforest cake. So wannna say 'stupid cake'. That's the only choice i'm left with. HAPAIZ. It's just ok, but i must say it's tad bare for my taste. Do you know that if there weren't any cakes left i would have to resort to combine 4 small tiramisu cakes?

Cut the cake, took some pictures, and... that's about it i guess.

Sunway pyramid pt. 2

You've got to read the previous post before reading this.

Alright, so the plan was to pick pek yiong from taylor's at 6. But because of the buka puasa jam, i reached taylor's about 20 minutes late. Gosh, have i ever mentioned how much i hate jams? I can be cursing all the drivers on the road all through the jam.

okay, just as pek yiong opened the car door, she came in saying in superbright tones "HII LOU PO!!! MISS YOU SO MUCH". That led us bursting into fits of laughter and i laughed till i rolled on the floor wanted to come down from the car and roll on the road.

So i drove to pyramid, and since it was dinner time already the first thing we did was to decide where to eat. Being so debbitised, i couldn't make up my mind and we went around the shopping mall looking at the menus of almost every restaurant that has it displayed outside.

We thought maybe mcd or kfc. No. Went to ichiban ramen. No. Pizza hut. No. Then spent some time studying delifrance's menu. Most of the dishes have cheese. And pek yiong doesn't eat cheese. So, No. Cheesus! Almost every walkway in the mall has been pounded by our feet.

It was few more strides in the mall, till we finally decided to just settle for mr. tepanyaki. So we went in, and there was this unbearable smell that we rather not stay there. It smelt some sort like raw meat, plus chlorin, which made the whole restaurant smelt like a pet shop. Just because we were too paiseh to leave, pek yiong decided to just order a plate of chicken wings and dine in another place again later. ooh, we even wrote a note and left it on the table before we left, i forgot what were the exact words, but it basically says 'you stink!'.

Since our tummies were already 1% filled, we decided to just walk around the mall for a bit before eating again. And since the plan was also to get min's b'day cake, we went to several shops and restaurants enquiring about it. There was also this episode of embarassment when pek yiong and i wanted to enter mng and the glass doors were locked. After trying on one door, i went on and tried on the other, all the while being observed by the snotty sales assistant inside. Felt my face flame and we immediately scuttled away after realising how sia soi that moment was. Alright. I so wanted to get haagen dasz's ice cream cake. But they closed down - and it's now replaced with uncle lim's. Huh! Anyway, the only choice left is bread story, and they've that single cake left. Last minute, hapaiz. So i placed my order, and told them i would come and collect it later.

The furry balls that pek yiong bought. omg, sounds so obsence.

Then it was time for dinner - round 2. Went to sushi king, both of us ordered japanese sets and the food was good. We left the restaurant absolutely stuffed to the brim.

Yummy! Gosh, just noticed that i stuck my chopsticks upright in the rice bowl. Choi!

Pek yiong: "waiya! why is your spoon bigger than mine? why? why?"

Walked a lil bit more, went in some clothes shop and leafed through the hangers, and i tried on some shoes (need to get a pair). None of us bought anything but only got to gaze lustfully at them. Did i mention anything about me being stone broke?

Collected the cake at 9.30 pm, then went to giant before we left the mall. I hung out in pek yiong's place till 11.30 and we chatted blah-ed and blah-ed in her room.

Heard of the banana phone song before? When pek yiong played it on her phone i went asking "what's he saying? banana balls?" There's this very brief moment of amplified silence which was then followed with both of us bursting into peals of laughter. Banana balls, geddit?

We talked and talked, pretended to be ah lians-who-want-to-wear-sexy-but-not-reaveal-anything going to proms - it all started when pek yiong showed me a dress and she tried it on with her t-shirt. Must say that this short meet-up really made me happy and throughout the outing and i felt this surge of pure, unadulterated joy ;)

Then, it was finally time for me to leave.

Sunway pyramid

Have i ever mentioned that pek yiong and i can be a pair of very extremely crappy people?

This was quite some time ago. Blank spaces are emoticons, can't be bothered put them one by one in, but it'll definately look 300% funnier with 'em.

says:
muah muah muah
says:
so long din kiss u dy
says:

says:
eeee...?
says:
wheres is tat in ur pic

You have just sent a Nudge!

says:
i so good kiss u
says:
u nudge me
says:

Debbi says:
haha

Well we were chatting about the guys that she got gossiped with. Then...

Debbi says:
haha
Debbi says:
maybe.............. u like them ?
says:
YE !!!!!!!!!!!!
says:
say liao muz sincere 2 u n nana lok
Debbi says:
mana tau oh
says:
u dun wan me dy?
says:

Debbi says:
want....
Debbi says:
but
Debbi says:
if u like other ppl
Debbi says:
i also cannot do anything ler
says:
yer....
Debbi says:

says:
sound so drama
says:
uek
says:
dun worry lou po
says:
i ll luv u forever
says:
now
says:
most important ques comes
says:
do u luv me?
Debbi says:
yes
Debbi says:
i do

oh my gosh, WHAT'S THIS? The after-effects of a break up? Nah, we've been acting like this since *lets mind range back over the last 20 months*... since we were in taylor's! Don't worry, we're both perfectly normal people who enjoy looking at eng dao kias as much as most girls do :) Read what follows the chat:

says:
WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA
Debbi says:
whahaha
says:
I WAN 2 DIE DY
says:

says:

says:
tak tahan lah me
says:
c u
says:
i juz cant stop crapping\
Debbi says:
haha
Debbi says:
yahlor
Debbi says:
biasa la

Gosh, tell you, we can crap like shit till we laugh our brains out. Argh, the sunway pyramid outing. Shall write about it in the next post. This's too long already.

I've been using this emoticon often lately.

oooh! so cute!

Zhou Li's lantern festival celebration

Being so attached him, my smarty-pants brother persuaded forced me to come to his school's lantern festival celebration. Apparently, only those who were chosen in the lantern-making competition were invited to come - he's one of the chosen ones, and he wants me to be there to watch him receive the prize. show off! Anyway, being the nice sister i am, i agreed to go. The event was scheduled to start at 7, but we reached the school almost an hour later due to the jam. Thank goodness we were late. When we first arrived the people haven't started eating, and all they were having were blabbings from the headmaster and... i don't know who. Since i was so hungry, i started whinning and whinning for it's already 8 and they haven't started serving the food. When they finally did, it suddenly started to drizzle and we had to finish fast then find for shelter.

ps. i love my brother by the way. the whinnings were just occasional tantrums :p

This one looks like a hamster's habitrail playground.

The lantern which got first place (for the primary 3 category). Creative, but er. I think it's fugly very nice la.

Finally. Denzel's lantern which got him the last place. Nah, he got the consolation prize.

finally !

Oh my gosh, guess what. I passed my piano exam! So miracles do happen...

Bye bye piano. Just kidding. Still have to sit for the theory exam. Haih.

I've nothing else to write about. Except for that i attended most of the orientation activities last week. And that i'm not happy very worried about csu at the moment.

M206 orientation. This was during the treasure hunt.

what comes come, what goes go

I've been to the abyss and back. So what were the big black crows?

3/9 - We broke up. Jon and i. Ticker factory in our blog says it's been 6 months 3 weeks and 4 days since our first anniversary. Which means we've been together for more than one and the half years. It has been a whirlwind relationship filled of ups and downs, doubts, and uncertainty.

Come to think of it, it's a bit funny that we got together at the first place. We've never attended the same schools, colleges, or even tuition centres. But i've known him for almost 6 or 7 years. He was in vi back then, and me, in bts. Soon after we've met we had different commitments, i started a relationship with justin, and he dated wen jean. But we became pet-bro and sis. Back then we maintained a close relationship - we shared problems, and even used to chat up to hours on the phone.

I'll always remember 'paw', the term which never fail to deliver its message when you're on the phone. It stands for 'parents are watching'.

However, we gradually lose contact as the years go by. It was only during the end of 2004 that he invited me for a movie with his group of friends as there were extra tickets. And that was when the sparks started appearing. The following day i celebrated new year with him. He later confessed his feelings and i accepted.

But as time passed, the sparks were no longer there. The initial chemistry both of us had may have changed with the changes occuring in both of us. It was high time that we take a step back to review our relationship and re-evaluate our commitments.

And we did. We discussed the matter several times but all the more, we were still determined to give the relationship another shot. So we watched our hearts, guided our minds, and tried to keep things alive, yeah sure, but what are the odds of it being successful? None of us could tell. It was hard to keep the flame burning.

I think there was one major phase when we were in that we-need-to-give-each-other-personal-space kindda stage somewhere early this year when we never met for months, and rarely send each other sms-es. We grew apart and many times we felt like normal friends. And that's how we ended up continuing a half-fucked relationship that's neither committed nor uncommitted, neither serious nor casual, neither short-term nor everlasting. Probably that's why my inhibitions were pretty low all this time.

I hated it when people asked how jon and i were doing, and i had to reply 'i don't know'. The truth is, i really don't know.

Had i thought of breaking up completely? Yes i had. But i was reluctant to do so without even giving it a proper try and i thought it was a waste for a 1-year plus relationship to go down the drain.

How exactly did it end? He couldn't accept certain things. I was having worries about certain things. Won't say what are the things here. What's worse was that we didn't end in good terms. When we talked online the other day words came tumbling out of me and they escaped in an avalanche.

I think this is the first time i'm putting a slice of my *very* personal life up in my blog. I don't know why, but i think i needed a place to say some things.

lifesuckssuckssucks

I have the urge to wallow in self pity now.

oh dear. For some reasons some things seem to be bothering me a lot lately. Can't escape the thoughts wheeling in my head like big black crows. haih.