An english monthly test today. Supposed to write an essay. The title doesn't really suit me, so i didn't do that well. In fact, at the same time i was having a gastric pain, again. Didn't take any gelusils nor rest too. When i reached home, i imediately took some medicine and ate my lunch. Only managed to finish half of my food, and slept. I'm still thinking whether to go to sbs, thinking thinking. If i do transfer there, i might be happier, but if i remain in pes, the adults will be happier.

school is bad today. Didn't really enjoy it since the first day i went there. During biology, there's this shocking diagnostic test. Don't care much bout it either. The funny thing that's worth a laugh is that: when we're in the lab, a kitten suddenly appeared from nowhere and everyone shouted like mad. One gal shouts and everyone joined. nonsence. Halfway through est lesson, some science equipment fell and a thermometer broke. Don't know, i suppose the mercury spread all over the floor too. Some even tried to play with it. man, i thought mercury is poisonous. hm, nobody was helpful enough to tell the lab assistant till the end of the class, i followed pek mun and she informed them about the broken thermometer.

For the past few days, lots of the unexpected happened in bts. More of dissapointments caused by the sidekman and his 'minions'. Chinese being accused for being racist, and lots of blames pouring from day to day. What we care. kampate!! As usual, sms-ed alot today. That's it if it's not prepaid. How much i've spent i don't know. Wait till the bill arrive and soon my parents will take away my h/p. Guitar lessons? I'm thinking to taking them. Guitarists looks cool. Anyway, i haven't really decided whether to learn guitar or not. Yet another decision making. heck, that's what i hate.

Up to now, my homeworks aren't done, monthly tests next week, and i'm still playing. Really can't deny that i've changed. What will my exam results gonna be, we'll see. Today isn't a good day either. Well obviously, there's no one single day that is perfect. I'm waiting. haha, as usual, played alot today. Now, i'm addicted to the football game on ps. Alas, finished metal gear solid, say, it's a real good game...

Initially, didn't think of posting any posts for these few days, no mood. Anyway, pek mun gave me the idea that i will have alot to write about today. So, i'll just write out some crap here. Ahem, went to bukit jalil stadium for some peace rally today. Reached school around 4.15, eat up our kfc, and off we went to the stadium. Traffic in bukit jalil was really congested, luckily the journey back to school was slightly better. Nothing much there, lots of yelling - 'we want peace', and the place was real crowded like anything. What that decorated the whole place was those banners, some even written with foul language. Only around 9 something, all the vip's and vvip's including dr. mahathir arrived. To cut the story short, there's some performance from a few local artiste, long speeches and plenty of yellings. I didn't really like it either, crowded, smoky and there's those disturbing malay guys there. Well, reached home around 12 am, half asleep but here i am now, hooked to the internet.

long delayed blog. Today isn't entirely a good day either. It has been 'nightmare' to me since mrs lee left bts. First, the shock of my life i got, next the changing school matter. Pes isn't really like what i had expected. Well, i've talked to my parents about transferring to sbs, they object straight away without any further negotiating. What a dissapointment. On the phone, mrs lee advised me to remain where i am now. Good, everyone's against me, so i must as well obey them. The next day, dad says 'stay at least one month first'. By then, if i'm still not used to the school, they'll transfer me out. hm, i'm in two minds now i guess. I have a group of friends in sbs, but i don't want to make anyone unhappy. Now what? Sometimes being naïve has its benefits. What for think so far that'll drive us nuts? nahh, till then, just see how it goes...

*sigh~* gimme a few days break. Don't know what i should write about now, so just hold on and wait till i have the mood.

hoiyoh, first day in pes and my very first experience in a single-sex school. Girls there are sort of gila-gila, but they're quite friendly. Managed to enter the best class, but didn't quite like it too. Too crowded and noisy. hahha, weird too, senaman pagi during every morning assembly. First time me and pek mun are experiencing it so we laughed like mad. Today as we walked everywhere, we became the centre of attraction. Without any badge and hey, i look funny in the pinafore. Got some information from some 'spy's in bts about today, where there's a new replacement for our english and est teacher, which is our class teacher too. bah, got to know that she's a real nasty fella, likes to boast about herself aquiring her phd and compares herself with other teachers. Wasted i wasn't there. If she were to bombard me with questions, i will surely answer back in a very 'special' tone. More and more students are planning to move, even the guys. Today, school life in pes isn't that bad, just that i'm not used to it yet. Still, i have bts blood in me.

ahh~ tomorrow, i'll be wearing my pinafore with white shoes and socks to pes. I'll definately miss my libarian clothes. Today, i wasn't concentrating at all in class, skipped some classes too and went around searching teachers for autographs. One satisfaction is, i finally screwed up enough courage to apologize from pn. rosma. Autographs, autographs, autographs. Chatted a little with the teachers, the best one is surely with mr lim. ah, definately, i'll miss him and his class too. kekkeke, i've no idea how's tomorrow gonna be, all i can do is to wait and see. Mixed feelings, not happy, but sad and scared.

Another piano lesson today. A very bad performance from me. Went to switch on the pc right after i woke up. Just wanted to try out a game my brother borrowed. So, the whole day, i've been playing red alert 2 on the computer. heck, tomorrow might, i mean will be my last day in bts. For the first time now, i felt that i made the wrong decision in changing school. Before applying, i was so sure i jolly well told everyone that i'm sure of leaving. After my application was approved, i felt the other way round. Now i realised the reason i wanted to shift isn't strong enough. Anyway, what is done is done. I'll try pes first.

Dental appointment at 12 noon today. Again, there's a little difficulties fitting the upper retainer. Anyway, wore a 'temporary' one and have to attend the next appointment this coming friday. Chap Goh Meh today. Ang pows i've collected of course is not as much as last year's. By the way, i don't really need the money though. It's just the fun of collecting them. Many stalls were not open in pasar malam. Don't know whether it's because of this occasion or just the rain earlier on. Anyway, i don't really like night markets. Just too bored at home...

alrighty, i'm writing friday's post on saturday. Again, went out the whole day. Slept at 2 the previous night and was forced to wake up at 7 something in the morning. Don't know what's the rush though. Just in a day, all the transferation process is done, which i didn't expect in the first place. Still there's something to be done in bts. Most probably, monday will be my last day in bts. If given a chance, i would want to extend it for another few more days. Well, honestly, mrs lee leaving bts is the saddest part of my school life so far. In the afternoon, went to leisure mall. Before joining my friends, went to buy school uniforms, shoes etc. Then, it's time for the friends gathering. Those who tagged along were: halijah, izana, izyan, kiat hwa and tam. Ate at swensens, forget of the price because it's only once in a blue moon. Halijah and izana went back right after the lunch, wheares, the remaining four of us walked around the shopping complex. hm...

aiseh, some stupid matter kept bugging my mind. Spent hours on the internet just to occupy myself and i wore my pyjamas the whole day. hah, lazy eh? Winamp crashed down, again. So gotta download it again. Nothing much today, yet another boring day.

bored. Of course nothing eventful happen today. Piano class at 9 in the morning, and i woke up at 8.50. In the afternoon, tam came, we chatted for a while before going to sktm's mrs lee's house. We walked there, as she stays not far from my place. Sat and chit chat a little, then we went back to my house. Nothing much, tam went back around 5.30 and i took a nap before dinner.

MAYDAY !!! managed to woke up at 6 o'clock sharp this morning eventhough i slept late the previous night. Got ready for school and took down a big pile of books from the cabinet above. When everything's done, it's already almost time for the bus to arrive. Don't wanna elaborate more. Wait till i have the mood...

gomen nasai, forgot to post updates yesterday. Anyway, was busy downloading songs too. Went to school today, the usual monday pkbm lining up and a boring, crappy speech from the hm again. Supposed to stay back for pkbm but played truant. In fact, all the chinese gals didn't stay back. Mrs. lee sent me home, and tam sat for a while in my house. Well, talked a little of 'senses'. Nothing really major though.

yo, went out the whole day. Supposed to attend a piano lesson replacement, but just told the teacher i couldn't make it. In the morning, went to edmund's house. Don't know what luck i have nowadays. On the way to tam's place, my mom's car was knocked by some saga car. Luckily, the damage isn't that serious. Kelly, wen chin and i had no choice but to wait for tam's mother at the roundabout. Reached edmund's house late than planned. Those who went there were: (guys) ching, chris, edward, loke and (gals) kelly, tam, wen chin and me myself. Played 'truth or dare', most of the guys, busy playing counter-strike online and ps2. Well, chatted alot, spilling and revealing own secrets i guess. Left edmund's house at 4 something, took a bus to tam's house, where edward and kelly went back to taman midah. Sat there for a while, ching and loke walked to lm, then the remaining four of us went to the taman midah pasar malam. 90% of the stalls aren't open, contacted kelly and we walked to wen chin's house. Her house is crowded with people, her uncle's family if i've not mistaken. We went in her room she brought us some alcoholic drinks, i drank too eventhough i'm not good in it. We talked and chatted there all the way. Then, it's time to go home. Edmund phoned his mom and told her to leave the house at 10, wheares i called my mom around 10 something but the phone was engaged. Tam offered a ride so just tumpang her car. Overall, it isn't bad...

Got up really late today. Nevertheless, still managed to reach school in time and got in my line. Came home from school, logged on to the net, sent an email and slept. I left my pc on, to listen to some songs i've downloaded. Another boring weekend is here again. So far, i don't have any plannings, but might be going out tomorrow. Homeworks, there is, plenty. Don't care bout it though. hah !

Again, i was really sleepy in school and today, i also got the shock of my life. ..., oh yeah, i'm thinking of stopping tuition too. Too lazy i guess. I always believe that if we really put in effort and work on something, i'm sure we shouldn't have any major problems with it. Same goes as studies. Well, form 4, i don't know.

*yawn*, was really reluctant to get up this morning and was very very sleepy in school. I'm going to take my afternoon nap after this. Yesterday, slept around 2 o'clock, just to complete my history work. Questions in upper forms is definately different from pmr. Got to answer in long long answers in essay forms this time. It seems like no matter how long i write an answer, it'll never end. Luckily, mom sent me to school this morning. Well, get to sleep for a few more minutes extra, only.

Just had another late bath. Bad, bad day. Really stressed out right now, and, still a big pile of homeworks, mainly history. This morning was good, pakpak (dad's brother) came to visit our house. hm, didn't see them for quite long already, and the whole family seem very friendly. :) After lunch, went to leisure mall to lepak with tam. Just a walk before going back to homeworks. When we're satisfied, mom came and fetch us home. Help up tam to do some work, her physics folio! In fact, there's plenty of work, with some editing here and there. Then, she went back for dinner. Next, is to do the group work. I insisted them (loke too) to come at 9 be'coz i was really lethargic at that time. Took a nap, didn't sleep well though, alot of phone calls coming in for me. Just a short short nap and they arrived at my house. oh yah, i helped tam to print out her folio first before starting the mahjong work. Finally, they just went back about half an hour ago, and bla bla bla... hmmp~

ah, just came back from a dinner in my grandaunt's house. The house was packed with people, we even have to take turns to eat. Well, we took turns according to generations, where the elders and young ones (my generation) get to eat first. And, as usual, every family get to da pau back the leftovers. On our way home, with my aunt in mom's car, again, it suddenly started raining cats and dogs. But, as we almost reach cheras, there's simply no rain at all. Odd weather for this year's cny, eh?

comments ?! so, what's cny? It's just the second day of the celebration and my family stayed at home the whole day, without any single visitors, being couch potatoes. I day-dream alot, watching how time flies. Read an 'suprising' email from dad yesterday, and another one today, weird! Apparently, the first one was about me, being hot tempered for the past few ?, weeks. Well, it's true that i do feel regret after every outbursts i've done. Nevertheless, i just couldn't screw up courage to apologize. hm..

oh well, slept quite late yesterday and was forced to wake up at 8 something. The usual bai nian every year, first stop is to visit my grandfather. Went home, not long after that, my uncle came to my house. They sat for a while chatting, while i was in upstairs, busy doing my maths homework. After that, off we went to do some visiting. Well, the adults have them planned already. My aunt sat my mom's car, to direct her the way, just like one of the previous years. Visited quite a number of places, some of the ppl, i don't even know how they're related to my family, a distant relative i guess. Every house we entered, the first thing we did was shook hands and wish each other happy new year. At night, there was this pot luck dinner at my orthordontist granduncle's house. We used to do this in the previous years, but those were for christmas. However, last christmas he was in australia attending his son's wedding. So instead, we had the gathering on cny. All in all, today isn't bad. But of course, it isn't that fun too without my dad here with us.